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5th february 2008
After much titting about, Vacuum Road Songs will be available from May, internationally. That's right, those of you not lucky enough to catch the pre-release last year will be able to pick up a copy properly from May. Thank God that's over. Hopefully there'll be some nice reviews here and there soon.
I've taken another long break from the music recently, but am very much back on track with it now. You'll probably notice a little section on the new site called Dead Hymns, which is pretty empty but should have some clues to what's going to happen in the future. Not to jump too ahead of the game, of course, but it's nice to have stuff to look forward to. Stephen and mine's band collapsed some time ago and I'm not as interested in pursuing that line of music just at the minute anyway. You can listen to some of his solo music
here, though, and you should as it's excellent.
I hope everyone likes the new design on the website. It too has been a long time coming. There's lots of new stuff to discover so take a look around.
In six months time I may be living in London. This should open up some new routes for me, personally and musically. On a similar note, I'm now writing for Sandman Magazine in Leeds, my first review should be in the March issue. I'll keep everyone informed of that, anyway.
Music I've been enjoying lately that you should check out:
Murcof - Cosmos
Goldmund - Corduroy Road
Encomiast - Espera
Logreybeam - It's All Just Another Aspect Of Mannerism
Nurse With Wound - Thunder Perfect Mind
Simian Mobile Disco - Attack Decay Release Sustain
Erik Satie - Piano Works
The Divine Comedy - A Short Album About Love
xxx


13th may 2007
Oooh it's been a while. The last few months have been absolutely ridiculous, in the best and worst possible ways. Nightclubs and sex and alcohol and other incredibly sleazy stuff. And that all puttered out once university began scaring me with the prospect of finishing. I've spent the last month or so doing research and essays and generally catching up on all the shit I'd missed from all the debauchery. Still, it's all over now - ish. Got a week of presentations, shows and whatnot to design and... well, present and show. But the writing's out of the way, so I'm taking a moment to reflect on what's going on. I've put together a record label with a couple of friends. Jerky Oats Records. And the first release is a little album called Vacuum Road Songs, which you may have noticed is on the front page as being released sometime in the future. That's all fun, anyway, and there's going to be a rather interesting promotional campaign which I'll inform you all of at a later date. Meantime, that's available in the Second Thought Shop for the bafflingly low sum of £5.00 (with an extra £1.00 for international shipping). So get your pennies out, kids, it's been a long time coming and will hopefully be worth the wait.
What does the future hold? Well, the follow-up is on its way. I'm maybe a third of the way through the recording process. It's going to be very different from what I've done in the past. You may not recognise it as Second Thought. I like to keep people on their toes. I'd also like to mention an artist called
Vincent Giard, who is currently going to be helping with the cover art for the record. That's right, no photos. That's a vague clue as to the theme of the album...
The band with Ste is sort of making progress. Pissed off at new rave, electro indie and the rest of the utter toss that pollutes the NME and indie clubs at the moment, we're making a stand and starting no rave. Those familiar with Lydia Lunch and James Chance will understand where Ste got the name from. It looks like I could be playing bass on a lot of it, which is a change from my initial role as 'lead guitarist' in mine and Ste's band. I'm hoping to maybe start doing some DJing in Leeds at some point, maybe have an idea or two about where to do so. I'll keep you informed.
Nostalgia and anti-nostalgia: removed all the old cack from the discography (let's be honest, everything before Purlieu was fairly dire), and added a page with all my collaborative and production work, as it's been nice looking back over the stuff I've worked on with people. It's nice getting back to music in all of its forms, as I've been through a fair few 'can't be arsed' moments in the past year...
Recently been listening to: Wire, Manicured Noise, The Pop Group, Ludus, Tears For Fears, Kraftwerk, Television, early Pulp, Pan Sonic, Thursday, Million Dead, Nine Inch Nails, Magazine, Michael Jackson, Every Time I Die, Brett Anderson, Merzbow, Ben Frost, Gregg Jackson and Travis.
xxx


4th december 2006
Remix a track provided, give reasons for the remix and why you believe it's marketable. Luckily enough, the track I chose is going to be the next single by the band. Unluckily, the deadline to get it considered by the label was the end of November. That's not going to stop me, though.
Anyway, I present you with my latest university coursework:
Seafood - Little Pieces (Second Thought Remix)
It's a bit different to what you might be expecting.
And I'm really proud of it.
xxx


15th october 2006
It's been a while, hasn't it? What's going on, then?
Haven't worked on anything with Claire since the last update about her - funny how people change and move on, isn't it? Still, I've been working on music nonetheless. A few sketches here and there have been recorded, work on Vacuum Road Songs' follow-up has definitely begun although that's so far away it's not worth talking about, really. Elsewhere, I'm working on some stuff with Ste again. No idea where it's going, who's leading the project, what it'll sound like. Taking in our influences of late, it'll be anything from britpop to post-punk to post-hardcore/emo to shoegaze stuff. So like I say, no idea.
I suppose I should also mention that some of my stuff was played on BBC Radio 6Music. That, in itself, I thought was pretty great, but it was played by The Future Sound of London. I'm not going to witter about it, simply because having your all-time favourite band and number one influence play your material on national radio isn't something that can really be explained in words. But hey. They managed to fuck up the title of the song. ;)
Finally, Vacuum Road Songs is seeing a probable release in the new year. For my university dissertation I'm working with Joe, Nate and Andy on setting up a record label, which will include recording bands, releasing CDs, promotion and live stuff. One of the releases is planned to be Second Thought's new album, and thank God!
University is, at last, being really good to me in this way. Also this year I'm studying the origins of electronic music: musique concrete and early synth-based stuff, so far, and recording from a similar perspective; I'm also doing a songwriting module and remixing a track by a not entirely unknown indie band in a more electro style. So it could all turn out very interesting indeed.
xxx


13th february 2006
Had a bit of an - well, ephiphany is probably the wrong word, but you get my drift. For the first time, my foucse has directly influenced the music I'm making, and I'm planning to get back to work on Vacuum Road Songs. I suppose I've always been unhappy with it, but now I actually want to get on with it and make myself happy with the final thing. I've been doing some work in Logic and Reaktor and now fancy doing something very synth based. Inspired by this, I've been listening to Incunabula and Amber by Autechre, and Underworld's moodier stuff - particularly Luetin and the new LovelyBrokenThing EP. I haven't done anything as 'straight up' as these in ages, it's all been twisted ambient, breakbeat or IDM stuff, so maybe doing something a little more techno-based might be a nice change. I'm also wanting to trim a couple of tracks off the album, as I'm not sure how happy I genuinely am with them. This is going to be interesting.
xxx


27th january 2006
Last night was the second rehearsal of the year. We were both knackered, so admittedly little was done. However, between us we now have a melodica (which I kept calling a harmonium) and a ukulele, so the amount of textures available is rising. We began to re-record the bass part of Yorkshire Bank with my new bass, but that sort of cocked up a few times, so a bit of a waste there, really. Claire's written a harmonium part for the song, though, and we're replacing one of the synths on Postal Service Song with the harmonium too.
Running through the songs, Claire's up for adding to a really old 2T track of mine, originally called Struxsture, which is a particularly eerie organ and clicks type glitch thing. Completely out of mood with the rest of our tracks, but the production style's similar, and it'll end the EP nicely.
The tracklist is, currently:
001. Yorkshire Bank
002. Ross Song
003. Postal Service Song
004. Jazzy/Spanish Song
005. Claire Song
006. Weird/fucked up organ Song
We might be putting in Bob Dylan Song in there, but maybe not. Still, it's only a minute long, so fingers crossed and all that.
xx


18th january 2006
First rehearsal was fun, productive and odd. We're still going down the drinking = good line of things, helping us *cough*Claire*cough* get over certain confidence issues, but hey. We wrote a song which came out rather nicely, starting off with a particularly unusual jazzy guitar part from Claire, which I then transformed into something that sounded more than a little Spanish. Possibly be able to use Andy's classical guitar for that. Weshallsee. We've been totting up the songs, and the tracklist stands at a rather half-finished: Postal Service song, Yorkshire Bank, Ross song, Claire song, jazzy track, experimental track, Bob Dylan song, and one that Claire's not played yet because she forgot it. That's eight tracks, though, which is pretty good going. Now to actually get them recorded. Ha.
In other news, The Bassment is now closed, which puts a rather large knife in our plans for putting on a night there, so back to the drawing board.

Have been working on some music with my housemate, Andy, too. There's a chord sequence he's been working on for ages, and I worked a chorus round it, and we're recording that into some sort of song or other. My new bass is on it and everything.
Anyway, more updates soon no doubt.
xxx


6th january 2006
The holidays are over and it's time to reconvene. Claire and I have discussed one or two things for the future. She's done some writing over Christmas, so we have a few new ideas on the way. I have a new bass guitar and have done some work trying to get a reasonably decent mix of what's coming from the Postal Service track so far, so we've both been busy. More excitingly, we're planning on doing regular rehearsals, once a week sort of thing, to run through songs, learn and write new ones (bearing in mind everything so far has been written by one or the other of us, so we decided it would be cool to properly write together), arrange potential live ideas and probably get drunk. So that's all nice.
Oh, and look out for the word Tangelo.
xxx


11th december 2005
Went to York with Claire today to see Merz. Fantastic guy, fantastic music, fantastic performance. Nice to see the whole guitar/electronics thing pulled off live. Gives us some hope. We also discussed a lot of stuff, largely artwork concepts. Took some photos for press shots, perhaps, and came up with a lot of ideas. We're planning to have a few drunk guitar playing nights soon to get into the performance aspect of things a bit more, too, which should be good. Arsing around in the studio can have its toll on one's patience.
"Tail"

xxx


6th december 2005
Tonight's recording session was cancelled while Claire made progress on writing. This is a good thing, probably, saves us running out of ideas too soon. Busy schedules lead to little free time, so I suppose it has to be shared this way.
That said, I could do with a bit of a break, really, so I'm looking forward to recording again at the weekend. Meantime, the new Sigur Rós album is acting as some pretty nice escapism.
x


3rd december 2005
Another day of recording with Claire. After some initial setbacks, we got going and, in usual fashion, sat around listening to CDs instead of actually recording. But we worked on a few ideas for songs, she's happy with how Yorkshire Bank is coming along, so that's all good. We need to make that more structured and do the final vocals still, so it's not near-finished, but we're getting there.
We started another song, which is the Postal Service-sounding one. Drums are sounding jaunty, we got a fucking lovely synth recorded and then the guitars. Claire is looking forward to dancing around stage to it. This makes me happy.
She's working on some stuff, lyrics and things, tomorrow. Next session is probably Tuesday evening. Maybe get some more recorded then. Weshallsee.
x


1st december 2005
On Tuesday I picked up my camera and became band photographer for a day. Andy, Dave, Andrew, Alex and Thom asked me to do some shots for them, so we all bundled into two cars and headed over to Kirkstall Abbey. One of my backup career ideas for the future is music journalism, and you don't know how much I love to get into photography mode. Lying on the floor in the dirt to get a good shot, making sure people are doing just the right thing. Sure, I'm no fucking professional, but boy was it fun. I might upload some shots soon. That's something to do in the future.
Yesterday Joe and I spent hours producing and mixing Consent To Content. It's finished. And I'm very happy to say, it's the most controversial thing I've made yet. When I say I, I of course mean my group, but still. The song is so 60s you can smell it, although the lyrics aren't. Either way, we mixed it as much in that way as possible, becoming minor Phil Spectors for an afternoon. We also listened to a lot of Beatles and Dusty Springfield for comparison points and did a lot of research. Everything was bounced down to four tracks, panned to give separation, with the dry track in one channel and the wet in the other channel. This hard-panning, along with the over-reverbed (not natural, of course. How I'd love to record in a studio with a good natural reverb) slightly cluttered mix and the artificial tape hiss we added to it pretty much shocked the entire group when we played it. Everyone else did fucking dull, plain, clean, 00s sounding mixes with no character or identifying features, so we played this muddy, hissy thing and everyone looked stunned (Woody even suggested removing the hiss for some reason, even though it's entirely intentional, which we made clear). Equally, the reaction online has been similar. I hate to sound patronising, but I don't think everyone "got" it.
Gregg's reaction was the best. He said the song was great, but particularly enjoyed the hard-panned sound. And Alex asked if we got Spector in to do it. These comments made me happy. These people understood what was going on.
That said, it's really been far more interesting than if we'd just made a standard production job on it. Everyone would've gone "yeah, sounds professional" and that's it. I think the fact that it's caused so much controversy is character in its own right. When was the last time you heard someone lay into Starsailor? I've made something that's made people listen and think and react, and that alone makes me very happy.
That, and I know, catagorically, it's better than anything The Killers will ever make.
You can download the song
here. You can look at the artwork I made here. I'll let you know what mark it gets.

In other news, Saturday is an "all-dayer" with Claire. Fingers crossed we'll get some stuff finished. That's pretty darn exciting.
x


26th november 2005
Some exciting updates here. First up, the band is on hold, if not over. Some stuff happening with Stephen and myself, which need not be discussed here, have put it on the back burner. The lack of drummer and long-term singer (Claire may well be leaving Leeds in June), a year after we started searching, were signalling an all together pessimistic tone for the project anyway, so maybe it's for the best.
Talking of the amicable Ms. Taylor, our EP is coming along quite well. No exact titles floating around yet, other than a working title of "Yorkshire Bank" for one song. We've got a few little tracks, though. One is sounding quite Postal Service-esque, which normally I'd refuse to do, only I wrote it, so heh. Jaunty beats, bubbling synths and a sickeningly jolly guitar part. There's something vaguely trip-hoppish about another track, which is pretty moody, and the aforementioned Yorkshire Bank is all skittering clicks, folk guitars and organs. The current plan is to get a six track EP together before the year's out (probably a bit hasty, given our rather full schedules at the moment), and then start gigging. The gigs should be a lark. We're thinking costumes and instruments and stuff. I'm also fond of the idea of her standing very still and shy - as she is - and me leaping around with a guitar like a moron as I often do.
Which leaves Second Thought a bit redundant at the moment. The Second Thought stuff is always an idea which I'm compelled to create, something which needs doing, and at times it can be a bit of a slog. And with all the shit that's happened this year, the whole thing was getting me down a bit. The concepts I'm working on in that department are pretty morbid, so I'm giving it a break. The stuff I'm doing with Claire is so joyous and celebratory and music for the love of it that I don't need much else at the moment. So that's darn happy.
I'm playing bass for my mate Liam at an open mic night. Hopefully be getting a bass for Christmas, as it's a darn sight more fun to
mess around with than a normal guitar (unless I have a hundred FX pedals).
x

p.s. An Ending (Ascent) by Brian Eno is probably the greatest piece of pure electronic music ever recorded.


5th november 2005
Updates, updates. What's going on with me?
Well, I'm still looking for a record label to release Vacuum Road Songs. May take a long time. I have lots of other little things in the works too, though. First off is the band, which is still going mostly nowhere, but Stephen and I have written a number of songs, largely 60s inspired things. Somewhere between The Coral, (early) Pink Floyd, Mansun and Oasis, I suppose. It's all rather interesting, but we haven't even played anything with Liam and Claire yet, so anything even remotely approaching completion is a long way off. I have been doing some music with them both, though. I'm going to be playing bass for a few acoustic songs Liam's written to do at some open mic stuff at some point in the near or far future, as long as I can convince him to get it all on the road. Claire and I have been working on some "poppy electro folk", as she calls it. Acoustic guitars, glitchy beats, a few synths and so on. You know the score. Pitchfork'll love it. For my course we're doing Consent To Content (see a couple of entries below) in a very 60s style... hard panned drums, tons of reverb, not enough microphones, tambourines and hand claps. We've even convinced Joe to stop noodling and play some Hank Marvin guitar for a while. Hopefully we'll have some clips of that rather soon.
I've also been working in Reaktor as part of the course, and to be frank, I fucking hate it. Too much control, way too sciency and alltogether thoroughly annoying. I've never been that much of a techie, but this just takes the piss. As soon as one of the tutorials started talking about algorithms I realised I was wasting my time.
Emotions have been all over the place lately, been rather insane. Highs and lows and all sorts. I've taken to carrying a little pen and book around with me and writing lyrics, poems, stories, thoughts, whatever down in it. Most of it's pointless ranting, but I've come up with a few nice ideas.
It's November 5th, and everyone's celebrating the death of my great great great great (x a lot) uncle's death. Being related to Guy Fawkes adds a rather odd shine to the day. I don't think I'll be doing much tonight.
Anyway, with all this going on, I'm sure we'll have some audio clips for you all very soon.


1st october 2005
Last night marked my first ever live performance as Second Thought, and needless to say I was extremely nervous. During setting up, numerous errors occured (as should have been expected, really), but all was resolved for the show itself.
Before I was on, Nick Robinson - a loop guitarist - played a thoroughly interesting set, creating all manner of sounds with his guitar. It didn't transfer so well into the live situation as I can imagine a studio disc was, but I definitely enjoyed his short set. This meant, however, that I was on soonafter. I sat down behind the computer screen and began. Immediately after I started came another error: my MIDI controller was not configured to work in the software. I quickly stopped, and went to set this right, to find my mind had gone blank. So the rest of the set was suddenly very different to how it was intended, and was all now improvised using the laptop only. Considering this, and the fact I had to cut a short section out, I'm very happy with how the show went, and have decided that if I can do well enough under those circumstances, I can do well any time. The set began with the opener to my next album, Vacuum Road Songs, and then went through a number of tracks from that and Purlieu, as well as a couple of rarer old tracks recently reworked for the show. I ended with a short guitar section which was unfortunately ruined due to the electronic buzz on the whole sound; I ended up cutting it short as the sound was very tedious. After the 40 minute was up, I stepped down a far more confident man than I was when I stepped up and had the best pint I've ever drank. Fingers crossed the next gig will go far smoother, although on the whole I was very happy with how I played. I'd like to thank all my friends for coming along to support me, and special thanks to Andy for sorting out the technical problems and driving back and forth with leads and adapters - the gig would've been impossible without you.

Setlist:
Borderline
Vehicle
December
Rooftops Part 2
First Understanding
Em
Rooftops Part 3
Fences


27th august 2005
"Consent to Content"

It's just another night on the town
Too many people just hanging around
I can't
See why
We're here at all

It's just another day in the park
Getting stoned and drunk and laughing 'til dark
I can't
See why
We're not here more

It's another afternoon in your house
But can you still really put up with their frowns?
I can't
See why
We're here at all

People may say
Some things should be said
But you and I know best

It's another life gone to our heads
Times like these will never come again
But I can't
See why
We don't make more

It's another song sung in metaphor
The real story is too much of a bore
I can't
Tell you
Anything at all

People may say
Some things should be said
But you and I know best


25th august 2005
I spent this afternoon finishing up Gregg's latest record. Most of it was written and recorded at his own house over the last year or so, and we put the final touches to a couple of tracks, recorded a new one and mastered the final thing this afternoon. The full CD is really great, mostly lo-fi acoustic songs, with an Elliott Smith feel (only much better, in my view), with some pretty cool rock'n'roll/doo-wop bits. I really admire Gregg as a producer, some of the ideas on the album are excellent - Iron Sulphide is surprisingly effective at half the volume of the rest of the record. It's fantastic to bounce ideas off other musicians, especially if they're your friends. I really enjoyed the work today. I'm going to add something in my discography soon.


28th may 2005
Vacuum Road Songs is finished. I completed the artwork this afternoon and now it's all done. I'm just looking for a label to release it! Which is maybe a little more difficult, to be honest. Wish me luck.


22nd december 2004
The end of the musical year, really... no new releases now. I missed albums by Multi-Panel and Matthew Florianz, both friends and artists I respect, which upsets me, really. Otherwise, an excellent year in music, featuring thirty-six fantastic releases. The top ten have been published as an article on electronicmusicworld.com, thanks to the always supportful Stefan. I've also added the list on my own Music website, which one day I plan to turn into a review website. Although I probably won't.
On the Second Thought front, I've got a couple of interesting collaborations coming up in the near (and, probably, distant) future. I'm also doing a lot of promo comes the new year. 2005 is the year where it all happens.


13th december 2004
"Just Like In Songs"
The party was in full swing when Tim turned up at the door
He quietly let himself in and that was when he saw
Natalie was sat in the corner, nothing else to do
And when they started talking, morning came too soon

Another day and too much to drink caused Tim and Nat not to think
Lying down, their clothes came off, they didn't know when to stop

They saw each other every day and talked of Belle & Sebastian
Tim studied while Natalie worked and at night they'd meet again
They went to all the pubs, danced in all the good clubs, ate at just one take-away
And every time Tim fucked up she'd say "don't worry, it's okay"

And nothing was too big a deal, she said "happiness is a steal"
Days turned to weeks as the sun went down, neither of them could leave this town

Another day, nothing to drink, Natalie started to think
Lying down, she started off: "I love you but we've got to stop"

He said "I understand even though I don't feel that way
And, in all consideration, friendship is okay"

Months later in this town, as the sun is going down
Tim sits next to her without a care; Natalie knows he's always there.


So yeah. Tim is me and Natalie is Anna. The fifth and sixth stanzas occured on Saturday evening.


6th december 2004
I found a bunch of stuff on my computer from the long scrapped 2T album 'Water Or Jazz' today. Gave me a few ideas... Struxsture has to be brought back at some point... I also found a silly little track called Eruropiann, which I uploaded to my AS page. I'd forgotten how complex some parts of it were. I'm still fond of the 2T version of Maching/Machine, too. Maybe something'll happen with that. It was interesting to hear some of this stuff which I haven't heard in so long. If only the bass wasn't mixed so high in Kwel Leavels. Bah.


1st december 2004
I had a few ideas about Vacuum Road Songs and a bunch of bits and bobs I have lying around... I was thinking maybe a single or EP to go with the album. I was listening to Rooftops earlier and I still really like the record a lot. There's also the version of First Understanding I made last year... maybe two EPs of those. Rooftops and Understanding. Kind of re-releases, but I'd remake them and theme them around the album a lot more. Or perhaps Rooftops 1-3 and Understanding 1-3. It's an idea, anyway.


21st november 2004
More music uploaded. This is good. I have to keep some sort of name or face around. When I get some cash at Christmas, promo restarts again. I send off fuckloads of copies of Purlieu to the various places I've got lined up, and begin sending VRS demos to some labels. I'm still interested in doing various releases on small labels first, mind. Shame nothing came from the Awkward Silence label. Ah well. Maybe I'll do something through Project Aristole when it restarts. I've also got the compilation on Dirty, if that gets off the ground, and of course 'The Disk'. I've done some more photography, so once I get Photoshop back on this computer, I'll be adding more pictures to the site. The
ArtistServer page (formerly ElectronicScene) got redesigned with some more artwork concepts for the album.
I've also been working on some soundtrack stuff for one of my flatmates who is directing a short film for his degree. He wants me and Andy to do the soundtrack, so hopefully that'll be cool to work on. Uni has provided a few cool things in that respect, really. Furthermore, there's Anna, who I'm currently seeing, and is not only the coolest person ever, but she also likes my music. So that's just downright awesome. So the current me is a happy me.


3rd october 2004
So, here I am at University. Everything's been going rather well, so far, apart from something involving somebody, which is all rather typical of me, really. More of that when I make sense of it myself. Done a bit more work on Vacuum Road Songs since I've been here and it's coming along nicely; I have a few samples to record for near the beginning of the album and then a final mixdown to do, so all in all it's about done. My musical focus now, however, is on my course, as I have to make an animated video and the soundtrack for it, which should hopefully be fun, although I'd rather focus more on the music than making the video itself, to be quite honest. Ah well.
Was feeling a bit crap earlier so picked up my acoustic and ended up playing Wreathed, which led me to listen to Autumn again. Wreathed is still by far the best piece of music I've written, even if the final version sounds a bit weak. But that doesn't fuss me too much, it still sounds perfect to me. I wish I knew where that final guitar solo came from. Here's hoping I get a 'net connection in my room fucking soon.


12th september 2004
Well, I've finally uploaded the new site design. The picture it's based around will be the cover for Vacuum Road Songs. I hope everyone likes it! I've revealed the tracklist, too, as the record's about done. I still need to add some finishing touches to a couple of tracks, get some more field recordings and mix the full thing down. After that, I'm continuing the hunt for a label. If and when I get one, then I at least have a finished product to give them. Still, even then it'll be a while before it comes out, so don't expect to see it this side of Christmas. I'm really, really fucking happy with how it's come along, and feel the finished product will be vastly superior to Purlieu (which, to be fair, I still love, but some parts are a couple of years old now).
It's been over a year since Purlieu was finished now. Seems like yesterday. Still, I've progressed a lot. The new album's similar in places, but overall quite different. I began to get sick of the slightly stale sound of Purlieu, with it being almost entirely electronic, other than samples. The fact that Nsepan, which is just live piano and viola, is the most popular track on the album brings that right to the fore, so I really felt the need to move things on a little. I've got real guitars on many tracks, some drums and even an organ. It's an idea I'm thinking of really expanding on future projects. Either way, Vacuum Road Songs needs to be out of the way first. I have more to write about the album, but that can wait for the moment.


29th july 2004
I'm in THE WIRE! THE FUCKING WIRE! Which is probably the best thing ever, except for maybe being XLR8R. Which I'm not. Not yet, anyway. I stood in Virgin Megastore grinning for about five minutes when I saw it. So happy. Here's hoping it's a sign of things to come.
The album is coming along wonderfully. I've now got most of the tracks laid down. Three titles to look out for: Street, Dald and Night. These were all finished over the last week. Street and Night are very ambient... probably the most ambient things I've done so far, in fact, remixes aside. Dald is quite different, and almost jazzy. I programmed the drums from various samples of me playing drums, and there's a bit of jazzy Rhodes-style electric piano and guitar improv ontop. A bit of new ground for me, which is always good methinks. Anyway, that's about all for now. Just pottering around being bored of town before the big move in six weeks. Not long now!


5th july 2004
Multi-Panel's album, Alone In The Field, is out now. Ludo's a friend of mine, and the album features the original version of The Old Times, that 'Time' was initially based on. The album was recorded last year, and I really like it... it comes highly recommended from me. You can buy it from
Unschooled Records.
Second Thought Records is either taking a long holiday or dead. I can't keep it up, money-wise, and since Greg left, I've not had anything to promote in the future really... he took a bunch of releases off, and three upcoming ones, so there wasn't really any point carrying it on. I'm thinking if maybe I can find someone willing to take the label on with me, it might work. Otherwise, I can't see it working. Oh well, I'm looking for a new label for Vacuum Road Songs anyway. I've got a long list of places to send some demos to.
Got some fantastic press for me and Tim this morning, especially the Splendid review of Tim's album. That's good. I still need places to send promo copies of Purlieu to, however. Radio stations, magazines, whatever. If anybody can recommend any,
email me a link or some info - everything gratefully appreciated. I wanna promote the fuck out of Purlieu but can't at the mo.
I got an email from the guy who wrote
this asking to include Twenty-Four in the next edition. I might send him a copy of Purlieu as well. It's exciting, and if it goes through, it's the biggest punch of promotion I'll have had so far. Here's hoping!
Not much else to report. Have loads of ideas for music but haven't really recorded much in a while. Soon. Soon.


23rd May 2004
Long time no update. With ElectronicScene on the brink of death, I've not been able to update the journal there, and have decided to simply move it onto the full site.
Purlieu was released a few weeks ago, and has been selling pretty well. I've also had some wonderful reviews, which have made me exceedingly happy. John from AmbientLive loves it, and Jenn and Dave, who I didn't think would like it at all, seem to really dig it. In fact, I've not really had many negatives comments at all. It's generally agreed that the second half is better than the first, which I'd agree with. In fact, there are a couple of tracks in the first half I'd really rather not have on the album now. But whatcanyado, eh?
It also dawned on me that Purlieu is exceedingly late, so I shouldn't be too worried about new music. I was forever holding back on writing more, because I felt it was too soon, but I realised that Purlieu was supposed to be out in October, and it's been finished for eleven months now. Meaning, given the average of an album a year, the new one should be almost done in time for an autumn release. Which, of course, it's not, but it makes me far more confident in working on it. I'm thinking it'll be done by the end of the summer. I have ten tracks at varying stages of completion, although probably only seven or eight of them will make the final cut. I'm not big on leaving stuff off (if a track isn't working, I give up before completion), but there are a couple which maybe don't fit the mood.
I'm going to be playing at the AmbientLive2k4 show in Leeds this summer, along with ambient masters
4m33s and HyperExMachina.
There's also been a slight update to the hosting... due to ElectronicScene's end, I'm looking for new hosting space. In the meantime, Steve of
Hyperdriver is kindly lending me some space. Many, many thanks there.
I think that's all I've been up to, musically. The real world's been busy, with trips to America, gain and loss of love and general busyness.


10th April 2004
Today is a shit day for three personal reasons. However, I did get the test CD for Purlieu in the mail today, and it's all fine. Once the artwork has been approved, the album's going to be manufactured and should be with me shortly after. The record will (finally!) be released on May 10th. Just one month now.
I suppose I should be happier.


5th April 2004
Purlieu, she is in the post and on her way to be made. I am the excited man.


2nd April 2004
Purlieu is going to be coming out on Second Thought Records only now. Things are looking uncertain in the US, and both Joe and I agree this is the right decision. Otherwise, it should be fine. Release within the month, if all goes well.
Hah. If all goes well.
And of course thanks to Joe for the ride so far, without whom the release wouldn't even be at this level.


26th March 2004
A hundred and ten copies of Full-Source's The Nothing arrived this morning. The album's out on Second Thought Records on April 5th. This is the first big step, with a batch of discs manufactured. The journey starts here. I hope the rest of the world loves this album as much as I do.


21st March 2004
Purlieu is looking interesting now. Things in the US are busy, I'm not sure what the situation with Joe is at the moment, so the release may be just on Second Thought Records. I'll know within the week, hopefully.
And, with that nearing its close (hopefully), I've started rearranging my other projects. So Far So Good is now officially dead. The artist has been removed from Second Thought Records (what with Anticipated Lies and Autumn being deleted already, and no forthcoming material planned, it seemed pointless), but the plans I had for the next album are probably going to pop up later, but that idea's still in the works.
Elsewhere, I've been touching up some other stuff on the new Second Thought tracks. Expect to hear some acoustic guitar in there.
I think music should act as a nice diversion to the number of little problems mounting up elsewhere in my life.


18th March 2004
I'm going to be taking part in a musical project called Royal Olympic this summer. It started as an idea on the AtEase message board where Mark decided he needed to make a British band. The idea is just that... to make really British music. Psychedelia, new wave, Britpop... it's all great stuff, so I'm getting involved. And here are some shoddy lyrics I knocked together last night:



"Please Note That Smoking Is Not Allowed On Any Part Of This Station"


The 11.30's been cancelled again
The 11.45's moved to platform ten
We apologise for the delay to this service
We apologise if the station smells of piss

Please buy your ticket, tho' it won't be checked
Please note the timetable is never correct
Over-priced drinks are at the rear of the train
We're afraid to announce the toilets aren't working
Again

I've spent half my life rotting away
On Birmingham New Street, day after day
The amount of money I have to pay
To waste on this "service", it's not okay

The train is too full, you'll just have to stand
First class is empty, standard is crammed
Your reserved seat has not been reserved
If you're stupid enough to use us, this is what
You deserve

I've spent half my life rotting away
On Birmingham New Street, day after day
The amount of money I have to pay
To waste on this "service", it's not okay


18th February 2004
Added some tracks by me and Greg to Artistserver...
here. I'm really happy with that EP, and whilst chances are we won't do much work together again, it's great to listen to just for the fact that it shows two musicians who can work together very well. Even if I do say so myself.


9th February 2004
I'm so desperate to be in a band. Thing is, I'd need it to be a band who did something a bit... slightly unorthadox. A bit messy and lo-fi, but a bit experimental and well produced... main inspirations:

The Moody Blues
The Beatles
Pink Floyd
Syd Barrett
The Velvet Underground
Can
Captain Beefheart
John Frusciante
Blur
Do Make Say Think
Beck
The Future Sound of London
Autechre
Nine Inch Nails
Radiohead
The Coral


8th February 2004
Lucy and I broke up, and now can't be bothered to be inspired. I'm not when I'm happy and with a girl, I'm not in the reverse situation. Bloody art.


31st January 2004
I linked a few of the Purlieu videos to EBB today, just for some comments, but also asking if people want to help out. I'm doing a 5 minute promo video for the album, and have tons of raw video footage, but have no way of actually making a video for it... if anybody thinks they'd like to give it a go, there's only a copy of Purlieu in it for you, but the thread's
here. Thanks mucho.
Not been concentrating on music much for a few days... found myself a girlfriend, Lucy, so I've not been travelling through dark, destructive urban soundscapes of late. Mind you, I've suddenly got back into FSOL and Orbital, so maybe inspiration lies ahead.


18th January 2004
Bit more work on some tracks. Just some mixing and stuff. Structure-wise, two songs are pretty much complete, although lots of content is still needed. I have two half-structured tracks, too. I'm thinking of maybe including the 'This is what happens when I am sad' doodle I did over the summer. It certainly gives that hopeless, trapped feel I'm going for with the album. Chaos you have no control over, and the feeling of helplessness that goes with it. One of these days, I'll do a happy song.

Still done no photography. I really should.


16th January 2004
It's at times like these I think I work too fast on my music. Got this little droney thing going. What originally started out as a Radiohead remix for their Loophole thing eventually ended up as a track of my own. Long droneys and squeaky sounds. No idea where it's going. It'll need a lot of work, though, so maybe I'm not moving too fast. I should probably do some more photography. I may do that tomorrow... no plans otherwise.


15th January 2004
2T came second in 'Most Improved Artist' at the ES Awards 2003. Second Thought grabbed that spot last year. I have no more artists to do that now, though. That's a shame, really. I wonder if I'll get a prize.


14th January 2004
Transferred some stuff onto the laptop today, messed around with the levels a little... first time I've heard it on some decent monitors. Had a huge load of ideas, probably abuot twenty, but I'm only happy with a few at the moment. Got four down in Fruityloops, and one in Logic. No idea if they'll all make it of course, but those, along with one 'live' one I have planned, stick together to give six very rough tracks. I'm going to spend a while on them, and the rest need writing, of course, but it's progress.


11th January 2004
Was listening to the So Far So Good album, 'Autumn', today. Well, I still am. I might reissue it at some point. It just seems kind of... odd. The feelings in the songs are no longer painful, but are past, and I'm not sure if I want them listed as present. Maybe if I do another album, I'll put Autumn back out then as 'back catalogue'. The problem with putting written feelings and emotions into music is that, unlike moods and atmospheres, they date. Whilst I can look back at my old Second Thought material and cringe because of the production, the content can still be good and remade. These old songs have emotions and memories tied to them that I don't think they'll ever be rid of, which makes it all so much harder to keep listening...
My favourite tracks still are Lessons You'll End Up Learning Despite the Best of Your Knowledge, England; Sydney 3PM and Wreathed, which are probably the strongest in terms of performance, production and songwriting. None hold too painful memories, either. Ah, who knows. I'm sure I'll do something with it in the future
My current mood has put me in a creative mood for once. I think I'm going to sit on it for a while, but I felt like writing something yesterday, for the first time in ages. I'm not sure what I'd do, but it's an idea I might work on more. I'm trying to pace myself with the music, though. I only want to finish Water or Jazz and the next Second Thought album by the end of the year. More time spent on perfecting these rather than fucking around with loads of half-finished stuff will hopefully lead to something good. I don't want a collection of sketches like Twenty-four again.
I'm thinking of doing a bit more photography for the new album. This time last year I was out and about all over the place taking shots for Purlieu. I've already done a few; Greg's part of town is a wonderful housing estate next to an industrial estate. Some graffiti photos have been taken already. Not sure what else, but there's a lot I can take, no doubt. It's something to keep me occupied, and should hopefully lead to some inspiration.


10th January 2004
What's going on with my music? Purlieu is ever closing in. Hopefully looking at sometime within the next couple of weeks to get it off for manufacture, now things are tidying themselves up in the US, meaning a February/March release, but don't hold me to that.
Work has begun on the next album, interestingly enough. I'm going with a complete contrast to Purlieu, in theme. From a place that doesn't exist, of trees, meadows and eerie desolation to a busy, rough, noisy inhabited place - I'm thinking maybe a town or city, perhaps. I've been collecting samples, and have a hell of a lot of tracks begun. I think it's going to be a bit less ambient than Purlieu, a bit harsher sounding, but I'm not going with a full on IDM breakbeat onslaught... still some of the ambient and slightly classical-esque ideas I used on Purlieu. Generally, the overall tone will be different - instead of the eerily tranquil and disturbing, it will be more... perhaps melancholy and a touch distressed... very much like you're caught up in the complete chaos of a city. It's an idea I've been playing with for a long time now, I've always wanted to do an album with this sort of theme. I'm thinking of restructuring a couple of ideas from some unreleased remixes I did, and I've got a great track emerging from the remains of 'Birmingham City Skyline on a Hazy September Morning', from back in the day. [-second thought-] has produced a hell of a lot of good tracks in the long run.
I'm also messing around with the idea of jazzy stuff. I wrote a few ideas on the piano at college, and found two tracks that worked together purely by accident. I'm really hoping that'll be on the album, too. I think 2T will be at work on this album, too. The way the 2T project is heading at the moment - Maching, for example - is beginning to be more Second Thought than 2T. I think I'm going to take the IDM bits and incorporate them into Second Thought. Either way, that's what the distant future holds. I'm not even considering finishing the record before the coming winter, so don't hold your breath.
In the slightly more seeable future, there's the AmbientLive show, which I can assure is going ahead, at some point. I've still not actually finalised the setlist - I'm thinking of taking the new breakbeat reworking of First Understanding out, as it is an ambient show, after all. What to replace it with is the hard thing - there's not much from 'Purlieu' in the set, but I've exhausted all the easily reproducable tracks from that, so I'm thinking maybe an unreleased track. I've not tried a final mixdown of 'Borderline', which will hopefully be the opening track on the next album, so I don't know how that would sound. It's a possibility. Otherwise, there are a couple of other ideas that aren't finished, but could be played as sketches. I'm not sure how work arrangements will suit Greg for playing, but if he can make it, there'll be live guitar from him on a couple of tracks. I also have a sample for closing the show to get for that, so it's certainly not complete. As soon as I get a date for that, I'll spread the word.
Listening to some live FSOL stuff. Man, I'd love to create this sort of soundscape. Even though I come from a similar standpoint when it comes to creating albums, I've never been able to create something as... alive as Dougans and Cobain ever managed. I am constantly amazed by their music. To make an album with as much atmosphere and presence as Lifeforms is a fantasy of mine, and one I don't think I'll ever really fullfill.
Been picking up the guitar a lot of late. I don't know if this will give more guitar on the Second Thought stuff, or lead me back to being a singer/songwritertype again. I think the recent happiness of mood might help me out in that department. I could do with writing some songs, even be they cheesy love songs.
The future's bright, the future's storange.

 

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